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A New Worship

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Letter to a friend after
morning coffee
One of the problems with a
post Spong theology is the freedom! Paul
says in Gal 5:1 "For freedom
Christ has set us free. Stand firm, therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke
of slavery." I think freedom
is a key aspect of Christian faith, freedom to be ourselves and not bound by the
things around us… merely being reactive and a slave to current opinion or
trapped within it even if we disagree.
The church has a problem with freedom. It
is not good at it or happy about it. This
is our heritage and digs deep into us. The new phariseeism of the fundamentalists and the emus is
anti-freedom. It seeks to make us
conform to it’s patterns of the faith so it may control and avoid its own fear
of freedom. This is especially so
in worship. We still use the same
pattern of worship that has been used for millennia.
Worship is one of the tyrannies of a
congregations, certain hymns, prayers etc are demanded or not to be used, ever.
We know the tyranny of this in our experience… the insistence on upbeat, or
oddly, minor key “praise” choruses to the exclusion much of the rich hymnody
of the church, especially anything with theological meat… the marginalisation
of women…. the didactic,
monocultural theological style so permeated by New Creation attitudes….
As we have talked about Spong, one of the repeated issues I’ve heard from
people has been that of worship. How
do we worship? What does worship
mean in the context of ‘ground of all being’ as opposed to the theistic God
as defined by Spong?
This is because Spong has removed the structure of worship, because worship as
we know it in church is actually very theistic in its structure. So if we have
been persuaded by him or other things that theism is dead, worship is suddenly
empty.
Trying to write worship which is non theistic is hard. Doing worship non
theistically is hard. We have been given a blank space. When so much of what we
did now seems nonsensical, meaningless or offensive, what will we do?
How will we be church?
Notice how we move from worship to being church generally!
I heard this in the groups, and have asked the question myself.
We link worship (which we identify strongly with Sunday) to being church.
Maybe it is idolised!
I think to begin with it is good to see this sudden emptiness of worship as a
freedom. From the point of view of
being employed by the church and having to ‘perform’ theistically next
Sunday, it is a real problem! But
from the wider perspective it is freedom. We
don’t have to do church the way the church has always told us!
We are like the early church, which was inescapably Jewish and could not worship
apart from the synagogue. The
synagogue was who they were. So too we must worship as part of the church; i.e. as
people who are Christians and have been in the church for years- it is who we
are. I’m saying we can’t begin with a blank slate… we a church people.
But we must begin again. And
like the early Christians there is little to guide us!
But this can be a great freedom. We
should seek not to let the pressure of how we will produce worship next Sunday,
or lead the prayers at some Fellowship meeting, confuse the issue of how we will
be church in the rest of our week. How
we will be church and even how we will worship does not have a lot to do with
Sunday mornings.
The real question is how the combination of our experience of the Divine, the
experience of the Jesus story, and our experience of the church so far, move us
to act. For this is what originally drove traditional worship. How will we
respond now?
Let’s look at our conversations, Mike, about church. How we wondered if
perhaps what really made church for us was Friday nights at house group.
How I talked about Friday nights being the thing that made Sunday’s
bearable. How W’s comments about
not liking Sunday church now make sense to me, and I think actually I didn’t
like it either but didn’t really let the thought be conscious.
Worship and church was Friday night. It
was eating together with friends. It
was looking at Bible texts and struggling with what they might mean for our
lives now. It was listening to a
husbands worrying about his wife’s menstrual problems in front of her, and
being as embarrassed as hell. It
was playing with the kids and washing the dishes, and laughing because we all
knew one Dad had gone to sleep with the kids again.
And after the study we sat and debriefed with you and about the group and
where to go next. We startled each
other with candidating for ministry, and shifting to Sydney, and listened to our
friend as she worried about how they would survive the high interest rates. And
it was among the best times I’ve ever had in church.
It was living life well, as fully as we could.
It was self consciously seeking to live life as a Christian.
I’d call it worship. Why
not now? Why is not a full life seeking to theologise and be some sort
of disciple not being a Christian and being church. Our morning coffee meetings are worship and church.
The nights at Christchurch were worship and church.
So I will not try very much to think how I can adapt Sunday morning patterns.
Rather I will think about how I can celebrate and enrich my life and the lives
of people around me and do it in the light of what I find in the traditions
about Jesus. If it doesn’t look
like Sunday morning, who cares?
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